Appreciative of a blessing bestowed
48hrs removed from an anniversary
A humbled heart that nobody knows
Celebrating w/those that understand me.
Feel me...
Wishes preceding candles blown
Optimistic of the next chapter in life
Smiles of contentment graciously shown
Daughter’s kisses via phone is my only gripe.
I’ll take that..
Anticipating a rendezvous to begin
Shades protecting sin city lights
Remy toasts amongst my closest friends
Grown man behavior is only right.
Why Not…!!
Able to clutch what was meant to be held
All present equivalent to a dime
Callus removed and back to its original shell
In search for another to intertwine.
My hands.
Conditioned for a firm greeting
Moisturized maintaining a caramel complexion
Palm exposed for a psychic reading
Extended with lending intentions.
Manicured for appearance, with tips that shine
Steady seeking the eye of a needle
Clenched fist of power engraved in my mind
Enlarged reminded of the famous acquittal.
Ambidextrous with many gestures
Naked of any BONDing rings
Massaging pens as thoughts grace this paper
Placed together prior to me praying..
My HANDS….!!
A test is only a set a questions served to test
The testimony of lessons
Lessons some may feel is less important to lessen
The values of the less fortunate.
If not prepared, then your test will be a lesson
To test & see if the fortunate can overcome and answer any question.
Im ready…
Decisions are drawn based on the history of its origin
Stemming from its root so a choice can be made
Making any optimistic conclusion an option
I guess its time to incorporate everything retained..
It’s my choice…
Preferring it be oral so a voice can be heard
Rehearsed in a manner suited for a layman
Getting true definitions of my every word
Can u hear me??
Soft spoken with substance hard to imagine
Volumes of information orated with passion.
I’m feeling it now..
Knowing the fear of uncertainty has ebbed like a wave
Flowing effortlessly off the tongue
Exhibiting confidence to a confidant
Remembering all the transgressions when this begun..
It’s easy now…
This trial was a trial being tried for a tribulation.
Facing facts disguised behind a façade
Figuring out finally
Determination and ambition surpasses it all
Cause a conscience effort was implied..
I think I passed!!!
Repeating words spewed off the tongue
Clarifying ideals thought to be whispered
Trying to create a BOND w/o a pun
Absent if there was only one listener.
Oh well..
Handballing sounds into mid-air
Monotone voice until frustrations grow
Squirts of lemon juice needed to prepare
Wondering where did everyone go?
Psst..’
Psst..
Shadowing a mouth in the dark
Hoarse from recitals sang to the choir
Preaching about a life that’s so stark
Knowing fellowship is something to admire.
Why Me?
Resignation papers signed for a final day
Wishfully thinking this will all end
Overhearing company is own their way
Anticipating an arrival of that friend.
Finally..
I can rest now..!!
Walking in circles @ a pace fit for a meet
Searching my provider in hopes of the perfect site
Kisses and bouquets waiting when we greet
Time to exhale some stress as I board this flight..
Phew…
A rendezvous!
Goapele in my speakers watching land beneath
Leaving all worries @ ground level
Buckled up peacefully about to dream how it will be
Paid attention to detail so there’s nothing else to tell you.
Closer..
Temperatures extreme much warmer than where I’m from
Clocked turned back cause it’s a matter of time
Donde estan usted viniendo de as I pass customs
Keeping it grown and sexy looking for one of a kind..
There she go..
Damn!
Candle lights followed by moonlights tower above
Reminiscing over Remy of days when I used to pursue
Perpetuating the sentiment of love
Inevitable getaway meant for the perfect two.
SShhhh...
My Rendezvous!!
Standing on all four gazing with precision
Distinctive appearance for the unknown
Cold-blooded during every expedition
Cautious of what half needs to be shown.
Perceived to be bred from the old school
Candid conversation while living a lie
Mind-altering cause of enlarged genitals
Preying on grass assumed greener
On the other side..
Sensing that a mate is needed to pony up
Gaits are made with an agenda
Negative mythological thoughts to buck
The legacy of a gentleman will continue.
No longer looking for women to stampede
Carrying horseshoes in my hand
Foal games conceded is the plea
Molars showing knowing I’m still a man.
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Constant excuses for actions unknown
Forgetful of a union once taken
Breaking a heart that was once loaned
Digesting cake without even sharing.
Exploring journeys down lusting highways
Crafty schedules for a devious mission
Optimistic that everything will be okay
Complaining mate was never there to listen.
Bipolar tendencies with one thing in mind
Disregarding the sight of another’s tear
NOTORIOUS games unable to rewind
Sacrificing a sentiment that can’t compare.
Secrets being stored which are bound to surface
In a perfect world I could blame my clone
Morally stricken losing all focus
Mediating possibilities of what went wrong.
Disagreeing on things that seemed so simple
Finally missing the one now gone
Echoes chirping “I tried to tell you”
The strength of two professing a “BOND”.
Now look @ u..!!!
God grant me the serenity to accept the things
Ignoring the fixations that have been a deterrent
Praying for happiness and all that love may bring
Canceling pulsating headaches from my worrying.
I cannot change;
Rehab!
Courage to change the things I can
Cradling this habit as I nurture theses wounds
Descending from this high looking for a place to land
Brushing it under the rug with this blessing broom
And wisdom to know the difference.
Rehab!!
Living one day @ a time;
Enjoying one moment @ a time
Reliving miseries brought within my circle
Stripping my pride as I clear up a distorted mind
Apologizing to mentally stricken if I hurt you
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace
Baptizing my soul and purifying my heart
Flushing all dependents that controlled me
Renewing relationships once sold in the dark
Rehab!!!
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
Digesting verses during daily readings
Having negative thoughts catapult when I hurl
Retaining new lessons for safe keeping
As it is, not as I would have it;
Rehab!!!!
Trusting that He will make all things right
Conceding that there is one set of footprints
Sustaining challenges from the devil out of spite
Understanding everlasting love doesn’t cost a cent.
If I surrender to His Will;
Rehab!!!!!
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
Forgetting the person that I used to be
Walking a path focused on the pearly gates in site
“ In Rememberance of Me”
and supremely happy with Him
Rehab!!!!!!
Forever in the next.
Amen.
Thoughts can comfort a feeling
While feelings govern your mind
The mind dictates how you think
Thinking controls what you say
Saying what you mean leads to a mutual understanding
Understanding conveys happiness
Happiness heals all wounds
If bandage is on take it off now and your heart will be @ ease.
Why not?
If conversation can open a door
That door is ajar until a force changes its position
Only if position is defined as a location
How about a stance, your way or mine
Mine rest in bewilderment cause I think more than the average
Average ideas transcends into mediocrity
I’m only attracted to the best
Why not?
Do you think like me?
Thoughts can never be misinterpreted when mutual ideas have no boundaries
Fine lines are drawn to separate one
But to challenge one to cross @ their own risk
Jump
Why not?
Uncertain of who is on the other side
Sides are who you favor whether right, wrong or indifferent
Difference is Im different..
Do you think like me?
Why not?
Remember its just “A Thought” of mine….
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